I’ve heard many preachers talked about how you should get up and do something – otherwise God’s will wouldn’t be fulfilled in your life. If you don’t want to do it, you will miss the calling, and someone else will do what you didn’t want to do. But this kind of message made me hard up on myself – I’m not doing enough. I’m lazy. I’m just not that smart. Doing more in my own effort like Martha.

I’ve been watching many interviews of celebrities/artistes/famous people, and realised that if it’s God’s destiny for you, He will push you through it even if you don’t plan for it or even if you close the door to reject it (many times). Reminded me of if it’s yours, it’s yours.

All these years I have been trying to pry open doors, connect with potential collaboraters, but to no avail. Everything feels forced and hence I stopped.

But as I trust God and flow in His flow, suddenly I see divine appointments and open doors these days. It’s true, I work, God rest. But if I rest, God works. I don’t fully understand why I have all these divine setups and open doors, but it’s one step at a time in His flow. Be faithful in the little things. Be faithful in what is in my hands.


For who has despised the day of small things? For these seven rejoice to see The plumb line in the hand of Zerubbabel. They are the eyes of the Lord , Which scan to and fro throughout the whole earth.” Zechariah 4:10