Thanksgiving 2024 (School)

Thanksgiving 2024 (School)

11 Jan 24 It’s been years since I went to a prayer meeting. Today I went, and I’m thankful for that. During the Thanksgiving/testimony segment, two ladies were tasked to share. “What would I share if I had the chance?” I thought. Then my past 

The Close of a Season

The Close of a Season

I had so many spiritual downloads during my recent trip to Taiwan. My spirit is full. My heart is full. I am bursting to share, but the peace to pour all out is not yet. Fourteen years ago, I took a 3-month long solo trip 

Life of Inefficiency

Life of Inefficiency

I was sitting in the dark, holding Joy’s hand to sleep with one hand and swiping my phone with the other. Suddenly, I felt so lousy. “Why can other mummies don do so many things, but I can’t?” Then God enlightened me. I’ve got limitations. 

Thankful

Thankful

Thankful today because I feel like I’m kinder to myself. Usually I would be full of regrets and beating myself up after such situation. Thankful today because I feel like I am more graceful over my own mistakes and shortcomings. Perhaps I’m starting to accept 

Personal Lessons of Yesteryear (Of 2022)

Personal Lessons of Yesteryear (Of 2022)

In the numbing cold, my tired body pressed on against the torrential rain to march forward. Unforgiving howls of the night sent shivers down my mind and heart. I walked through the deep dark forest like a headless chicken, and the journey seemed neverending. “Why 

Blink goodbye to 2022

Blink goodbye to 2022

Along with the church’s vision of rest and acceleration, my personal vision for 2022 is a year of multiplication and acceleration (as per previous years, I received this vision before I heard about the church’s vision). I look back at 2022 and felt it was 

Be in a community / Shedding of Old Wineskins

Be in a community / Shedding of Old Wineskins

Shared a private diary entry with a friend, because she played a part in what or how God was speaking to me about. A portion of it resonated with her and so I thought, perhaps more people need or want to read this and feel 

The will of God is not what I wanted

The will of God is not what I wanted

A friend texted me this encouragement: “I found it encouraging to see how you would commit all matters (money, housing etc) into God’s hands. I think God is in all decisions we make! Big and small, spiritual or so-called “secular”. Truth be told, I was 

Let go

Let go

“You need to let go,” my friend told me. I shook my head, “It’s so hard.” “Pray and get the shalom peace,” she said. My heart was troubled. I blamed God. God, you knew, why didn’t you… I was harping on the expensive mistake, on