More than enough

More than enough

In the wilderness, the future seems like a lost cause. I could not see the land in the fog. Is there really a promised land we could root ourselves in? Or is it a less than ideal shelter we had to contend in? In my 

Faith, Flow, and Elijah

Faith, Flow, and Elijah

Faith. This juncture of faith and doubt felt similar to what I’ve experienced a decade ago. Quit without a job? What are you going to do? Years came by and left without a solid answer, or at least an answer satisfactory in the eyes of 

Looking Back 2021

Looking Back 2021

I drafted a post on my personal vision of 2021. Then, I decided not to publish it because of the word, “prosperity“. A word that is somehow contentious in the religious circle. I have this greed in me that would interpret the word as having 

Death, the inevitable.

Death, the inevitable.

We were saying our usual grace, and the girls ended off with an amen. Then EX, my 4.5 year old turned to her grandpa, my dad, and said, “Those who don’t believe in God, will go to health.” She repeated once more, and then turned 

Brevity of Life in the Timeline of Eternity

Brevity of Life in the Timeline of Eternity

On a painful journey to open up old wounds and forgive. On a low self esteem journey of seeing how all the things I do seem unfruitful and thus almost meaningless as a result. On a sleepless journey of not having enough sleep through the 

Give us time to forgive Ravi Zacharias

Give us time to forgive Ravi Zacharias

I just have to get it out of my system. My thoughts are all over the place, but I will try my best to sound coherent here. I have filtered and kept some of my most judgy comments to my bedroom talk with my husband. 

2020: In God, I Thank & Lament

2020: In God, I Thank & Lament

God gave me a vision for the coming year in the first week of 2021. I couldn’t wait to write it down, lest I forget. I wrote a super long post on it, and hastily concluded towards the end as my time to write was 

SORRY , PLEASE , THANK YOU

SORRY , PLEASE , THANK YOU

[ Chapter One: Sorry ] Tens of sorry cannot piece back the broken bones.Hundreds of sorry cannot glue back the shattered heart.Thousands of sorry cannot restore back the battered soul. [ Matt 6:11-12 ] Give us this day our daily bread,And forgive us our debts,As 

Thinking about 2018

Motherhood I looked back at 2018 and not sure what had happened. Time passed by in a fuzz. Largely, I was learning to be a mother and celebrating milestones of my little one. Being a mother takes up a lot of physical, mental and emotional toll. Motherhood 

Do You Have a Scarcity or Abundance Mindset?

Recently I observed something interesting about hubby and me. He had the abundance mindset and me, the scarcity mindset. My shampoo had half left. I had the urge to buy and stock up. My bottle of supplements had a quarter left, enough to last me